major breakdown.

i finally came to realize that i went horribly wrong all these times. how could i write those trashy words saying that my life sucks big time and that its an utterly dissapointment for me to even be born. be an emo i suppose, only i dont do the front hair like that, haha.i even wrote that Ma loves ogi more than me? and that i went to piano class because shubby did, i tried to be all matured and stuff so that Ma would look up to me and be proud of having me as her daughter, but i guess it was all worthless. i didnt even know how the hell those lines ever crossed my mind. sigh.

caught off guard

all worked up

the air is as dark and cold as night

let me goi'm not done

i swear i'll take just one life time and i

i won't lie

i won't sin

maybe i don't wanna go

can't you wait

maybe i don't wanna go

i should've asked

i could've helped

at least a fucking 1,000 times before

will this offer get me in

or does this prove that they gave more