Saturday, October 09, 2010

When a 'Fix You' can't fix you anymore

''Betty Lou'' said :
'' Live today. Not Yesterday. Not tomorrow. Just today. Inhabit your moments. Don't rent them out to tomorrow. Do you know what you're doing when you spend a moment wondering how things are going to turn with him? You're cheating yourself out of today. Today is calling to you, trying to get your attention, but you're stuck on tomorrow, and today trickles away like water down a drain. You wake up the next morning and that today that you wasted is gone forever. It's now yesterday. Some of those moments may have had wonderful things you'll never know ''
A year it is today and I still wonder. Sometimes I just can't stop but to wonder. Time passes, feelings change, people move on. Somehow it ain't that easy for me. Hey Jute, if you're reading this don't cry 'cause I'm not. I haven't dropped a single tear today. haha who the fuck am i kidding? Be grateful for at least we're still breathing. You know things will be amazing one day, 10 years later when I see you again we'd look back at this and laugh at how fragile we were then. Like you said, fuck life before it fucked you. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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