i dont know how other people does it, fall in love with the same person over and over again. how do i tell you i dont want this relationship anymore? i thought i did, but i dont. i thought i needed it but i dont. how can i break this down to you without hurting you? lately all we do is fight, pointless childish fight which i mostly initiate. the reason has always been the same, because im sick and tired of this, because my feeling for you is slowly fading away i dont know if i should take a step back, march forward or stay still. i dont know what i want anymore. i made a promise to you, a promise which i cant easily break and what kills is the fact that i dont know if i still could live up to that promise any longer. im feeling empty and lost in this relationship.
maybe it wasnt you that i fell in love with. it must have been the midnight conversations, rambling nonsenses, crazy adventures, holding hands during movies, cuddling under the blanket during cold weather, having someone to sing my favourite song with a guitar, maybe it was the idea of having a boyfriend that i fell in love with..not you.
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